Farah. Full-time Student. Malaysian.

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Assalamualaikum; hey guys. Its been long time isnt i didnt post any entry here. Well, its not that im being so busy, i mean yes im busy but in the same time i also feels so lazy to write. Idk why just now i feel like wanna to write something.  Now its 3:18pm here and in few hours i will be at EDC Hotel for ettique & protocol short course (?) for 5 hours. Im pretty excited for it *only because they will serve good foods - from trusted source ofc* lol. haha

So, why did i put the title as SHELL? im sure everyone know the meaning right; if not you may go googling after this. haha. k, actually im supposed to do my assignment but i was bored so i wondered around my old photo gallery and bam- i found the plain ol' me. I tried to compare it with the latest me. and im quite proud of it. Why? I become more cuter, less chubbier. My appearance wasnt really have much difference in 2 years between. I still sucks in applying make-up as simple as wearing eyeliner. 

The most obvious thing that i realised are how my innerself change in the span of two years. Well, it wasnt really obvious if you didnt look over it carefully, BUT i feels it. The changes. How i can strike a conversation with strangers, how i can manage myself better in stressful events, how i become more independent, more matured, and the most importantly i gain a little confidence in myself to socialize. Im ready to go outside my comfort zone these days- it wasnt easy i told you. Really, its hard. But i have people, around me helping me. I hate pushy people. I want to change but pls let me change in my own pace. Im taking baby steps toward my ambitions. To be honest, I still didnt dare to put much risk on what i have right now, but i know i have to move forward so i try. Pls trust me, im really try so hard here. So dont push me around asking me do what i didnt comfortable with- its take time. 

And so far if you ask me- im really proud of myself over my achievements so far. The road i gone through was hard, i got stumbled by the rocky one, bleeding, the heartbreak, the tears all that i already tasted it. and it was a bittersweet experiences. Im grateful and blessed with all those tests. It strengthen myself in order to face the world later. 

Lastly; i will keep moving. I have big aims, i wont stop. I pray for the strength. Wish me luck readers. Farah is slowly crawling out from her own shallow shell. Till next time, xoxo

Assalamualaikum; hey guys. Its been long time isnt i didnt post any entry here. Well, its not that im being so busy, i mean yes im busy but in the same time i also feels so lazy to write. Idk why just now i feel like wanna to write something.  Now its 3:18pm here and in few hours i will be at EDC Hotel for ettique & protocol short course (?) for 5 hours. Im pretty excited for it *only because they will serve good foods - from trusted source ofc* lol. haha

So, why did i put the title as SHELL? im sure everyone know the meaning right; if not you may go googling after this. haha. k, actually im supposed to do my assignment but i was bored so i wondered around my old photo gallery and bam- i found the plain ol' me. I tried to compare it with the latest me. and im quite proud of it. Why? I become more cuter, less chubbier. My appearance wasnt really have much difference in 2 years between. I still sucks in applying make-up as simple as wearing eyeliner. 

The most obvious thing that i realised are how my innerself change in the span of two years. Well, it wasnt really obvious if you didnt look over it carefully, BUT i feels it. The changes. How i can strike a conversation with strangers, how i can manage myself better in stressful events, how i become more independent, more matured, and the most importantly i gain a little confidence in myself to socialize. Im ready to go outside my comfort zone these days- it wasnt easy i told you. Really, its hard. But i have people, around me helping me. I hate pushy people. I want to change but pls let me change in my own pace. Im taking baby steps toward my ambitions. To be honest, I still didnt dare to put much risk on what i have right now, but i know i have to move forward so i try. Pls trust me, im really try so hard here. So dont push me around asking me do what i didnt comfortable with- its take time. 

And so far if you ask me- im really proud of myself over my achievements so far. The road i gone through was hard, i got stumbled by the rocky one, bleeding, the heartbreak, the tears all that i already tasted it. and it was a bittersweet experiences. Im grateful and blessed with all those tests. It strengthen myself in order to face the world later. 

Lastly; i will keep moving. I have big aims, i wont stop. I pray for the strength. Wish me luck readers. Farah is slowly crawling out from her own shallow shell. Till next time, xoxo