Farah. Full-time Student. Malaysian.

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Assalamualaikum and hey everyone. Its been really long time i didnt come here and rant off.  Usually i go to whisper and "whispering" things happened in my life. But now i've decided to come here instead.  This semester is the last one for my degree life and now im doin my 2nd internship for my degree; the different is in this sem im doing my intern at some institute which is IKM Beseri.

Now its the 3rd month for my intern life, and im just barely completing my session hour for about 20 hours something. i need more like 180 hours more to grad. And now i feels so stressed up and cranky and moody because my clients start to be more busier with their daily schedule, tests, quizzes and etc etc. for me the hard one is when i have to come out with early memo and put it into that damn metal box and hoping the KJ or any sir/madam will check it out and pass them to students. If not, my session will just burnt like that. Its make me anxious since i cant expecting for who will be my clients, how will i approach them. But nevertheless i did it quite well. Just now, i was so pissed off with their tight schedule in between to chase my credit hours. 

In times like this, i feels like crying out loud. But i know it wont help anything. I just need to suck it up and keep going. but....yeah, its totally suck. i really hope i wont be repeating this semester. I dont like to live in paranoid everyday, wondering about whether i can complete it or not. 

Its the worst feeling ever and i had felt it too much for last semester. The stress, the depression was awful. Its kill me deep inside. I was breaking down at one moments and trying to pick up the pieces staying strong. 

Who said counselor doesnt need a counseling. I do need one, sometimes to reassure myself things get better. That doesnt make me weak right? 

Love, 

Tired Lily.

Assalamualaikum and hey everyone. Its been really long time i didnt come here and rant off.  Usually i go to whisper and "whispering" things happened in my life. But now i've decided to come here instead.  This semester is the last one for my degree life and now im doin my 2nd internship for my degree; the different is in this sem im doing my intern at some institute which is IKM Beseri.

Now its the 3rd month for my intern life, and im just barely completing my session hour for about 20 hours something. i need more like 180 hours more to grad. And now i feels so stressed up and cranky and moody because my clients start to be more busier with their daily schedule, tests, quizzes and etc etc. for me the hard one is when i have to come out with early memo and put it into that damn metal box and hoping the KJ or any sir/madam will check it out and pass them to students. If not, my session will just burnt like that. Its make me anxious since i cant expecting for who will be my clients, how will i approach them. But nevertheless i did it quite well. Just now, i was so pissed off with their tight schedule in between to chase my credit hours. 

In times like this, i feels like crying out loud. But i know it wont help anything. I just need to suck it up and keep going. but....yeah, its totally suck. i really hope i wont be repeating this semester. I dont like to live in paranoid everyday, wondering about whether i can complete it or not. 

Its the worst feeling ever and i had felt it too much for last semester. The stress, the depression was awful. Its kill me deep inside. I was breaking down at one moments and trying to pick up the pieces staying strong. 

Who said counselor doesnt need a counseling. I do need one, sometimes to reassure myself things get better. That doesnt make me weak right? 

Love, 

Tired Lily.